She laid her head back onto the ground, leaves crackling beneath the heavy mane of her hair. Calmly, she laced her fingers together and rested them over her navel. The sky was out of focus and the towering trees above drew the attention of her eyes. It would be easy to push herself up, dig her calloused fingers into knotty bark and ascend up waist-thick tree limbs to the very top. She could go above and have the entire sky opened to her. The wind would, undoubtedly, comb through her hair and pull free the husks of autumn. There, she could see everything – the lethal grace of predators stalking frenzied prey, to the miniscule movement of chilled ferns unfurling to catch the last replenishing rays of summer.
However, at this moment, she was perfectly content to lay flat on her back and feel the plush rise of moss pushing into the lumbar curve of her spine. Violet closed her eyes, feeling crisp wind rob heat from the surface of her skin. It made her grow all the more still, and the only way she could part her consciousness from the earth before was with the continuous beat of her heart. She did not bother to tune her ears to the tiny lives scurrying in the undergrowth, no more than one tries to concentrate on a particular drip in a damp cave. It all rushed over her, within her and around her. This was certainly all real enough, but she felt the same unsettled ache of longing as Adam did within the garden. There was plenty enough in the forest to keep her occupied, but it was never enough to fulfill her deepest desire.
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